June 30th. Wow.
This is going to be a really imperfect post (working on that perfectionism streak, join me if you wish). I only have 30 minutes to write it, and then I’ll post. I think.
Notable events in June
- I went to Portland, OR, and loved every minute of it. I’ve been teaching Shiva Nata for three months, so it was awesome to (finally!) hug Havi and other fellow shivanauts in person, and get lots of smartnesses (underestimation) from the Shiva Nata teacher training.
- Went to Santa Cruz, CA – celebrated our one-year wedding anniversary. Sea lions are awesome. I totally loved the light, the air, the nature in Nothern California. If only it was a bit closer to Europe and the rest of the world!
- Wrapping up a couple of large projects at work. Doing it well! Filed under “useful experience”.
Best conversations in June
Don’t underestimate two guys in a bar
Setting: in a bar in Portland, talking to two guys in their forties. (I realize this makes me come across as a gal who hangs out at bars in unfamiliar cities talking to strangers. Believe me, totally not my style. Whatever, don’t believe me, I don’t care.)
Me: So, where do you guys work?
Guys: Oh, we work for Delta.
[Chatting about where everyone's been and where people I going]
Me: Wow, you are here for such a short time – just a very quick meeting, I guess?
Guys: Oh, we fly the planes.
Turns out, not everyone flies there to be there. Some people just fly to fly. Anyway, next time I will look more closely at their watches (pilots usually don’t adjust them to the local time) and haircuts (supposedly sharper than regular Americans).
Only going to take decades
Setting: sharing insights during the Shiva Nata class.
Me: So I really want to process everything I’ve learned and experienced at the Shiva Nata teacher training. And I just can’t! It does not come out! Ohmygod I think I’m suffering from the Apex effect!
L: Oh, I can definitely see it in you, that you are still processing it. It might take time. Some stuff takes years to process, even decades. It may even take a lifetime, you know?
Me: Goodness gracious, years?! Oh wait, is it a pattern again?
This is what I get when my student also happens to be a full-time spiritual teacher.
My 30 minutes are up! I am wrapping up, folks.
Other memorable stuff: TEDxHouston, some fascinating work-related events that I can’t blog about, and the decision to write more about non-localization stuff on this blog. Still thinking how to do it graciously and wondering what people who find this place by searching for “zanzibar jokes” and “questions to ask before you localize” will think. How is that for the start?
That’s it for June! What are you people up to?
Time for another working-from-home update! Thanks to a friendly reminder from our ever-vigilant Oldrich.
Over two months since the last update. Yes, I guess I did get busy.
By the way, the format of this update post is inspired by Havi’s Friday Chickens.
The hard stuff
The hours
Work got very busy, very quickly. In fact, I have been running on an average of 60 hours over the past eight weeks – early mornings, late nights, all weekends. My brain hurts.
To be fair, would have probably been the same even if I worked from an actual office. Cyclical nature of business, learning curve, setting boundaries, this kind of stuff.
The stress
Oh, the stress. Two very stressful months. Taking a lot of notes about things I intend to do differently in the future. Don’t want to go into details.
Slow connection speed
Not being on a local Ethernet means that everything takes forever to upload/download/open. Very frustrating.
Not enough live people
Being an introvert means that I love working on my own, with less distractions and interruptions. At the same time, working from home in a new city means limited opportunities to meet people. Things are better than they were right after the move, but still.
And I had high hopes for Caroline Collective, but the couple of times I went there, there were very few people. Also, the desks are too far away from the windows and the AC is set way too low for me. So I stopped going.
Not in the mood to spend time on cooking and eating
Shopping at Kroger? Making lunches that I eat on my own? Boring and depressing. Doing it with minimal effort and not proud of it.
Hot and muggy Houston
Too hot for walking outside. The temperature climbs to 30°C by 8am and stays there until midnight. Even a walk to the mailbox or from the car necessitates a subsequent shower. So, the walks at the Hermann Park had to go. 
The good stuff
Nice office setup
With a wireless keyboard and mouse, large monitor, and a near-perfect arrangement of stationeries. Very satisfying!
People I work with
Are simply awesome. Very smart, supportive and hard working. I am learning so much from them everyday.
There’ve been ups and downs, but I’m slowly establishing the twice-a-week routine. Climbing 5.9s and starting to branch out into 5.10s. For the first time in my life, I actually have discernible biceps and it makes me ridiculously happy.
And people! Have been meeting people every time I go, and slowly building my circle of climbing buddies. Some of the guys I’ve been climbing this are amazing athletes and climbers, and it’s thanks to their friendly prodding and beta (“tips” in climbing jargon) that I’m now climbing at the level that I am.
Also, bonus points to reaching the point when actually driving to the TRG is no longer a big deal: got used to the car (quite a “sporty” ride as the wind blows right through the fabric cover), to the highways (was taking surface roads for the first couple of months to keep everyone safe) and to the speed (no more white knuckles and holding breath while changing lanes).
Trips and travels
Boulder, CO in April. Although I mostly kept my nose to the screen, I met many of my otherwise remote colleagues and checked out some places in both Boulder and Denver. I liked it, but would want to visit in during “real” summer and “real” winter to get a better feel for it.
Miami, FL in May. Went for the Memorial Day weekend. Lots of sleep, lots of yoga, accidental sunburn. Quite a seedy scene in South Beach, but otherwise very good time.
Practicing yoga
Ashtanga. Shiva Nata. On my own, almost every day. Taking classes, at least once a week. Teaching a private class, almost every week. So much goodness. Also, thinking about and actually making plans for yoga teacher training. Very exciting.
All in all…
…I guess this update is not so much about working from home, or working per se. Oh well. Things are looking up and I am hopeful that June will still be a lot of work but manageable, and that July and August will be normal or even (*gasp*) easy, for a change.
I’m glad you’ve read this far – it’s good to be back and blogging. How has your week (month, season) been? Challenges? Joys? Random thoughts? Comments, I’d like them please. 
“This is out of control, I need more balance” – this has been a recurring theme for the past – let’s take a guess here – seventeen years or so.
Yes, more balance and control – give me some, please. Yet, when faced with the task of defining what balance or control really is – asked by my mentors, friends, or myself – I am suddenly short of words.
What is balance and what does it really mean?
Is it taking off the list all the tasks that were due for today, and knowing that I will have enough hours in my day tomorrow to complete tomorrow’s tasks? Or is it knowing that the lists don’t matter really as much as the actual things I am working on?
Is it going to bed at 11pm? Or at 1am, if that’s what it takes to fit a trip to the rock climbing gym into while getting all the day job work done?
Is it taking a nap on a Saturday afternoon? Or is it getting enough sleep so that there is no need to crash on afternoons?
Feeling on top of my job? Or knowing that in the midst of stress and chaos, personal creative and physical challenges are still the first things that need to happen in the morning, no matter what? (And knowing that setting up priorities in that way is something that helps everything else happen with more ease.)
I have a lot of question marks and not a lot of full stops and explanation points, I am afraid. I am open to ideas, suggestions and new vantage view points. What is balance for you?
